"How does it feel? tip: austen words:10000-50000 sort:title. a while back in the story when bokuto was still alive, he told akaashi that he hoped that in another life, he'd be able to find akaashi again so that they can be together forever, hence why he said "i found you" :((, So i think there r two possible meanings of the ending so. The answer came so much more quickly than Kuroo thought it would. He watched Bokuto intently, curious to know what his answer would be. There was nothing. Wincing a bit, Akaashi squinted at his phone screen. "Ninety-seven pounds, right? Akaashi shifted, leaning in the direction of where he'd come from. He found it strange, how Bokuto was the one . "And my hallucinations aren't all that bad. Just what kind of guy was he? In dismay, Bokuto sat up in bed and slowly reached around his neck to pull off the warm piece of cloth. He was wasting time, asking for something that he did not want in the least. He was ecstatic. He chuckled and rubbed at his face wearily. Akaashi remained in place with the thought in mind that Bokuto would respect his personal space and sit a foot or two away from him, but to his apparent surprise, Bokuto leaned his head on Akaashi's shoulder and slipped an arm around him. Reading it at 3am didn't help either because I was just crying in front of my phone screen until the sun rose. It wasn't long before Akaashi had leaned his head on Kuroo's shoulder, as he, too, fell victim to the sorrow that slowly ate him alive. DEFINITELY. The nickname popped into Akaashi's head for a brief second. Bokuto talked quietly in response to Kenma, gave a nod, and smiled. "How insensitive of me" He furrowed his brow, mentally scolding himself. But he couldn't keep it up forever. But as he spoke about his favorite scene, Akaashi could sense a powerful vibe coming from him One that wasn't there before. In an attempt to move, he tapped his fingers against his legs at an impatient pace. He'd usually ask yes or no questions, ones that were easy for Bokuto to answer with a nod or shake of the head. "I don't want you to visit me anymore. He hated how difficult it had become for him to tell apart the real things from the fake ones. this broke my heart into tiny little pieces, I really don't know if I will ever be able to recover. 3) Akaashi died in the end, and meets Bokuto in the afterlife. "I see" Akaashi nodded once. I've heard a lot about you in the short hour that I've been here.". He turned the chair so that he was now facing Bokuto from the front. Tried so hard to keep himself together, but he knew he was too weak to pull such a bluff. "Why not? He didn't care if it was seven at night, or eight at night, or twelve in the morning, or if the world's clock stopped moving altogether. A sob wretched its way out from Akaashi's throat. Akaashi watched as one of Bokuto's hands twitched involuntarily, and to his dismay, it wouldn't stop. Akaashi closed his eyes and sighed, swaying absentmindedly in his step, opening his eyes just in time to swiftly avoid colliding with someone. He used to be thicker. Akaashi couldn't help but almost smile back, his lips barely twitching. Looking back to Bokuto, he was relieved to see that he still had his attention on the window. He snorted in laughter. "Well alright Koutarou, why do you like Cloud Atlas so much?" I'll be sure to bring my laptop when I visit. He quickly got up from the bed and walked off. Seeing this display unfold before him, Akaashi could barely think. Farmer's Empowerment through knowledge management. "Would you like for him to send a photo?". Akaashi pressed play, and a video of Kuroo started to play. Akaashi tried to hide his frown. "Alright." Sleeping didn't come as easy as it used to. "Three words? I have have a theory that make he managed to achieve sleep, like w/out twitching awake, and during that sleep he entered a dream phase where he kinda had "the light" moment and passed . Bokuto did not move a muscle after having seen Akaashi stir. He squeezed Akaashi, mashing him closer until he could barely breathe. He was waiting for Kenma, but Akaashi wondered why he hadn't waited for him in the seat that he was initially sitting in. Akaashi's eyebrows knit together. If you ever interact with him in even the slightest, you'll be reminded of just how good a person he really is. He reached his arm out and held his phone in front of Bokuto for him to type. He reached a hand out and took Bokuto's hand in his own. "I told you I had my moments every so often.". It was the weakest sound Akaashi had ever heard. The soft touch of Akaashi's hair against his chin comforted Bokuto, and pulled him into a relaxed state. June 2, 2022 by by It took quite some time for a message from Kuroo to arrive, but when it did, Akaashi realized that he'd sent a video instead of what was initially asked for. "What is it? Akaashi could feel Bokuto's enthusiasm through his text messages. ", "Comforting?" He turned his head to look out the window, eyeing the moon timidly. His hands squeezed tightly around the navy blue blanket that enveloped him. Pursing his lips, Akaashi let his head fall back into the pillows. "But" Akaashi shocked himself with that one word. Bokuto power walked ahead, obligating Akaashi to catch up to him with a quickened pace, whether he wanted to or not. People keep saying they cried at the ending but i'm just here dry eyed. His fingers remained stiff for quite some time as his eyes read the introductory paragraph over and over again. Sho, known as Shawn in the US dub, is the male lead of The Secret World of Arrietty. Can't be that Akaashi has ffi it's genetic and really really really rare like there's only 45 families that have the gene for it and I doubt Akaashi's from one of those, I hate yet love how the fandom can come up with the most depressing things like bro Im still not over the fanart people made for it. "All the people who've contracted this disease eventually die within a year or less" This part was read aloud. He didn't look into any of the rooms. He looked to the lower right corner of the screen. He could feel his heartbeat thumping hard against his chest, as if it wanted to break free. There was silence, and then there was a sound. Bokuto kept his finger up, then moved his hand to point it at himself. You'll still be the best. Bokuto would wince and snap back to reality the way someone would when they dreamt they were falling. "I thought you were waiting for the snow. He suffered no nightmares, nor did he see anything remotely close to a dream. He figured he would tell his parents that the people in the hospital were too occupied with everything else to tend to him. Sho is shown to be a quiet and very polite boy. He had no interest in staying where he was. He wears a white shirt and blue trousers, and is also seen wearing pyjamas in the movie when it is his bedtime. The discomfort could be heard in Bokuto's voice. I'll have to watch it again.". He held it in his shaking hands and closed his eyes in an attempt to try and find sleep again. Sucking his teeth, Bokuto pulled the blanket up to just beneath his chin. Akaashi couldn't find any words to say at that moment. Bokuto knew this, and now Akaashi did, too. You need to be protected.". He swallowed thickly and looked out the window. All he had to do was talk to someone, and in an instant, they would be involved in Bokuto's lively shenanigans once again. He only waved goodbye at a staring Akaashi before following his small friend down the stairs. He almost didn't want to come today, either. He repeated the same phrase, finding that it was difficult to search for words at the time. ", "It's alright." He'd nodded off for a brief moment, with his arms crossed and his head resting on a thick bundle of pillows. Every now and then, it would come to him that Bokuto was only twenty years old, and that fact would only weigh Akaashi down even more than it usually did. This is one of the best fics, no, pieces of writing full stop that I've ever read! He knew that once they found out, they would take Bokuto away from him. When would he ever use it again? Watching as Bokuto ran forward, Akaashi set the ball perfectly. After three sets, there was another hit, and another cheer from the former ace. You shouldn't be-". "Don't talk like you're not one". He would have to close Bokuto's blinds and take his mind off of it somehow. "I thought you said you weren't ever going to set foot in here again." "There's something about Bokuto that doesn't sit well with me. He looked at Akaashi with heavy lidded eyes. Akaashi's eyes widened. He flinched and pulled his hand away to stare at the screen. He didn't get up to alert the nurses, or the doctors, or anyone in the hospital. It was a surreal feeling, one that he could never in one million years describe. "Is there something wrong with him? He didn't seem like one to say goodbye or hello for that matter, so both Akaashi and Bokuto didn't pay any mind to it. ", Akaashi looked down. 1) the most possible explanation - it was a dream, and it was all in Akaashi's head. "Nope." He rubbed his hands together weakly and tilted his head to the side. Bokuto looked up, surprised, and glanced back down at the snack in his hands. "I guess I could find some time to talk every so often." You always do.". "Are you tired?". He sighed. More than 100,000 cattle were confirmed infected. Akaashi figured it was safe to say that Bokuto had already begun to pull Kenma back in. Unless Bokuto was purposely playing the fool. Exhaling heavily, Akaashi turned to look at the desk near his bed. Akaashi shoved his visitor lightly. I mean, will they let you out of the hospital? Bokuto stared down at the white clump of melting ice, and with one finger, he pressed against it to watch it fall apart. ", Akaashi clenched his jaw behind a mildly irritated face. I'm", "Don't." Akaashi followed after knowing that Kenma was nearby. They asked about the blanket and the scarf, but they never asked about Bokuto. This backfired, however, as the other's hand quickly withdrew. His undivided attention was on Bokuto. He already knew. His breathing evened out and in no time, he could feel himself slipping, slowly, into the warm grasp of sleep, unable to resist. "Me too" Bokuto's eyes never left Akaashi. And here he is". He wanted to rid himself of this feeling, rid himself of this silence, so he searched his mind in haste for any word that came to mind. Akaashi pulled Bokuto back inside. "Of course I don't. Akaashi inhaled quietly. (FFI) is a very rare autosomal dominant inherited prion disease of the brain Akaashi's eyes scanned the screen. At first, Akaashi thought nothing of it. He tossed the navy blue one to Bokuto, remembering how fond he was of it the last time he'd come over. He pressed his lips into a thin line and fell backwards on his bed. i thought it was bad enough having to be inside kenma's head for the entire story, but having bokuto cry was probably the worst part of the book. Akaashi relaxed himself against his mattress and closed his eyes, a powerless yawn leaving him. "Hey, Kenma, who are you talking to?" He understood how that would be alarming to some people. When he'd finally found him, those shining eyes of his lit up just a little more than usual. He must have been. Absolutely not. It was a reaction that Akaashi was not expecting in the least, but he played off his surprise and only managed an, "I see.". Akaashi stared on as his mind searched for words. Two weeks had passed since Akaashi's last visit, and to his dismay, he found himself on the same aimless path back to the same dreaded hospital. He tried to aim for it at the very least, but found it difficult to. Was it bad? He answered blatantly. He urged him to keep the blanket around him, but Bokuto insisted that he leave it behind. Was he just playing the fool after all? With barely an ounce of strength left, Bokuto pulled himself up a tad to get a better look outside. Shut him out, don't let him in. ], [I guess. It was cold. He could still remember the small details, like how Bokuto's starry shirt would slip off his shoulder every so often when he stirred in bed, and how the feel of Bokuto's weight on him would take his breath away. At other times, he would just tell him things that were on his mind. Hesitantly, Akaashi barely managed to wave back before he heard his name being called from that all too familiar room, by that all too familiar voice. "See, look." We also all know how Bokuto also gets really depressed (Bokuto's emo mode) in the middle of matches. He must have looked it up at some point, right? Ridiculous." Akaashi nodded, glad to have made an acquaintance, and would have relaxed into his seat if not for the sudden disembodied voice that startled him soon after Kenma's sentence. He watched as Bokuto's smile faded instantly, his eyes having gone from half lidded to wide in a second. His eyes widened as much as they could. It doesn't make any sense.". Akaashi listened to the quickened rate of Bokuto's still beating heart, and knew that this was his response to his words. Slowly, Akaashi's laugh eased into a chuckle, and as he sat there in his seat, he looked down at Bokuto with placid eyes. Kenma rubbed his nose with his sleeve. We can watch Cloud Atlas again. He was shocked. He stared at Bokuto and found it difficult to look away.
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